Thursday, August 15, 2013

I Knew you were trouble



Waaaaaa-aarrrggghhhh-gggrrrr-rrroooar!

One of the disadvantages of Scorpio traits is being emotional. We are Compulsive, Obsessive and Jealous. And right now, its taking its toll on me. Hindi ako makapg trabaho ng maayos kakaisip.Naiinis ako sa sarili ko! Hindi ako mapakali. May gusto akong gawin pero hindi ko naman pwedeng gawin. Hindi ko pwedeng gawin dahil pag ginawa ko sisirain ko ang rules ko.

Before I made this blog I told and prepared myself that I will not do any stupid things. I will not allow myself to get interested with someone who's in the same cesspool (You know what I mean right?).  I will not let anyone cross this portal, that I'm just a story teller. That I am not allowed to get involved or attached to someone. No personal relationship that can lead to intimate/romantic one.

NONE.





Pero hindi ako mapakali kasi gusto ko pa siya makausap at makipag kwentuhan beyond this cosmos (blogsphere). I'm not satisfied with interaction sa..... Gusto ko pa siya makilala ng lubos. This boy is definitely a catch. I was hooked already.

I'm not planning anything or expecting something but I really find him interesting but I can't do that. I can't. Sabi ko noon ang blog ko ay para lamang sa aking mga kwento at kung saka-sakali man para din maka inspire ng ibang tao na mag sulat din. Kung uunahin ko ang nararamdaman ko (Which is yung interest ko sa kanya) mawawalan ng saysay ang purpose ko at essence ko sa pagba-blog. Madudumihan ang intensyon ko at kung sa extremes-- Mawawalan ako ng credibility.

Pero damn! hindi talaga ako mapakali. Alam mo yung feeling na gutom na gutom ka pa sa kanya? Yung nanginginig ka dahil sa raging desires mo? Tapos nate-tempt ka pang kunin ang number niya?


Hay jusko po! Wish I can control this.

Shame on me.


43 comments:

  1. ah kaya pala nakarelate ka sa last post ko. hehe

    kapag dumako na sa puntong willing tayong magbreak ng personal rule para sa isang tao.... i guess it's worth exploring.

    plunge! hehe

    at pinayo ko yan after what happened to me no? haha eh well after plunging ko narealize na hindi worth it..

    so malay mo mas marami ka pang mas magandang maisulat if you push on meeting this boy. :)

    and uhmm who's the lucky guy? :p

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    1. Actually yung post mo ang nag trigger so I should blame you. Char!

      Lucky guy? Hhhmmm....

      :p

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  2. uhmm... kilala ko ba ito? LOL

    word of advice, don't date a fellow blogger. it can get very very messy.

    iba pa rin kasi yung nababasa mo lang kwento nila, sa totoo nilang pagkatao.

    be careful lang.

    PS. I dated two. Didn't end very well. Saka dati may mga blogger couples din. Wala na rin sila.

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    1. I've heard about them and yeah... that's why I'm controlling this feeling.

      Let's see where this will lead to

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  3. Hey Nomad, chill lang. Don't break your rules because of your emotions.

    However, love is above all rules.If it is real, it should not be hindered by anything. But I'm getting way ahead. Infatuation lang yan siguro.*hehe*

    If it's indeed trouble for you, I hope you'll get over whoever that is as soon as possible. :)

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    1. Like I told you... dig deeper maybe you'll know the reason why.

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    2. And besides I don't want to make the first move. Laging plangak ang ending pag ako nag fi-first move eh baduy ko kasi. Hahaha!

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  4. Hmmmm. In my opinion, there‘s no harm in trying. Just stop if it‘s going nowhere.

    Nagkacrush na rin ako sa blogger nun. Anonymous blogger sya. Pero mas nangibabaw yung knowing the face behind the blog. Maybe that‘s why I got so interested in the first place.

    On the other hand, your feelings seem genuine. So, go get his number. Wala naman mawawala right? If it goes somewhere then you‘re lucky. If meh..... poof zilfh... be comforted with the fact that you lived and you learned. :)

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    1. It is genuine. Thanks for digging deeper

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    2. Welcome. Anyway, be prepared. Everything that involves feelings could lead towards a heartache. But that‘s why we‘re brave right. Love is for the brave heart because they‘re prepared to be hurt. Love is a risky business practiced by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. Chos. Little Manhattan lang peg?

      Kaya mo yan. Wish you all the best. Update us soon if you wish to disclose what happens. :)

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    3. Welcome. Anyway, be prepared. Everything that involves feelings could lead towards a heartache. But that‘s why we‘re brave right. Love is for the brave heart because they‘re prepared to be hurt. Love is a risky business practiced by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. Chos. Little Manhattan lang peg?

      Kaya mo yan. Wish you all the best. Update us soon if you wish to disclose what happens. :)

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    4. Yeah. Sabi nga ni Goo Goo Dolls "Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive"

      Kukunin ko ba? Eh kasi parang feeling ko hindi rin niya bibigay eh. Eh kasi masarap siya kausap eh yun lang naman talaga wala na ko ibang intensyon.

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    5. Kunin mo na. Ayie! Kinikilig ako para sa inyo. Hehhee. kung kwentuhan lang naman e why not. Handa ka na rin bang kunin? :)

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    6. Di ako sure e. Finofollow ko ba siya sa blogger? Clue clue. Curiosity piqued. ;)

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    7. Ikaw kaya yon. Charot!

      Hahahaha! :p

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  5. woo this sounds interesting...
    Anything stopping you from indulging?

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  6. Hmmm..sa akin lang before u fall any deeper in a cyber way...know him personally..i mean physically face to face..

    And if you think my spark then go...if ur intentions para sa isat isa ay klaro at mgnda..=p

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    1. WHOA. sorry pasingit but I think I know you personally.

      and I have to agree. Know him personally. Knowing him through his blog is just one aspect of him. Excited ako para sa inyo.

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    2. hmmm...did we go the same school??? host an event??or what?HAHA..dont have any idea..patangal nga nung hood..^^

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  7. Whoa whoa whoa... You guys are too fast. Slow down, slippery when wet. Char! Ang advance niyo naman eh

    Like I said, I don't have any plans nor expecting something. I'm interested in him not in a romantic way. Gusto ko lang siya makausap lagi kasi he seems smart and witty.. And I thought I would get something from him. Ganun lang. Kayo talaga :)

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    1. Proven guilty. Haha. Masaya lang para sayo. :)

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  8. HAHA! Nagviolate ka na ng rule mo ng nagpost ka ng thoughts mo tungkol sa kanya. Nababasa na niya to, sigurado ako.

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  9. Wow, apir to my fellow Scorpio :)) tama ka sa mga nabanggit mong traits about Scorpios.

    Mukhang lakas-tama ka sa guy na yans ah XD

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  10. ganyan talaga when you blog. other people will get interested in you and vice versa.

    been there. the best thing is, meron mga tao who'll cross the line of being just a blogger friend and become a real friend. :)

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  11. ps.. di kailangan magregulate ng feelings if it's friendship you're after. delikado lang if you expect too much.

    writers/bloggers have a way of painting a vivid picture of how they want others to see them when in truth iba sila sa sinusulat nila.

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  12. Mabenta tonf post mo na to Nomad ah! *hahaha* anu update? Good luck ha :)

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    1. You know there's no update Sepsep

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  13. Wala nang rule-rule! Sunggaban na yan LOL

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    1. I know right.

      Naintindihan mo ba? Chosera!

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    2. *hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!* Lakas ng tawa ko dito! ^

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  15. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm interesting :D

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  16. if he is worth it then by all means...get him.;)

    but you will never know if it's worth it if you don't get him so...get him. :)

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