Phase 3: Desperation

Found this while listening to Someday by Nina in Youtube and it dramatically describes how I feel right now. Every word suits how I see things and how I want things to be.

For now, this is the story of my life





Bie,

I need to talk with you again, why did you go away?
All our time together just feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see a single day without you
The things we take for granted, we can sometimes lose

And if I promise not to feel this pain
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cos time will pass me by, maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through if you wait for me
And all the tears I cry, no matter how I try
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Do you remember how it was when we never seemed to care?
The days went by so quickly 'cos I thought you'd always be there
And it's hard to let you go, though I know that I must try
I feel like I've been cheated 'cos we never said goodbye

And if I promise not to feel this pain
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cos time will pass me by, maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through if you wait for me
And all the tears I cry, no matter how I try
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

'Cos I miss you so
And I need to know
Will you wait for me?

'Cos time will pass me by, maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through if you wait for me
And all the tears I cry, no matter how I try
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Your Baby,

Nomad