Wednesday, May 27, 2015

500 Days of Pads

















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Blackness

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A moment after

Pads' phone rang

He was on the restroom

It's just me on my workstation beside his and his phone

Saw the screen

I saw the name. The name that always pricks my heart

JONG

The guy who courts him PERSISTENTLY

Pakshet!

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Blackness

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Sadness filled the air



I can't feel anything other than the pain



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Blackness

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3 comments:

  1. gusto kong sabihin "we accept the love we think we deserve" pero parang hindi applicable na parang applicable. gets mo? ako slight lang.

    I met an Ivan. two Ivans to be exact. Yung una, tinuruan ako kung ano ang one night stand. Yung pangalawa, na wag maniwala sa mga bata. I wonder kung ano naituro ng Ivan mo sayo :)

    P.S. may mga nakalimutan ka takpan. alam ko na tuloy name mo :D

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    1. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! nakita ko na. hahaha. pero dedma na lang andyan na eh.

      Gets ko yung quotes from "Perks of being a Wallflower"

      Anway, si Ivan? Hhhhmmm.... Bata din yan. I'm 3 years older than him. Right now, I don't know if I learned something from him. Di ko pa masabi eh I'm still in this state where I don't see anything but him. Maybe when I come to my senses but one is for sure, I learned what loving unconditionally means

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  2. I had an Ivan too. He taught me what it feel like to be taken care of by a straight guy... until he introduced me to his wife and I became her confidant. :(

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